Dear God,
I am writing this letter to you with all due respect. I feel lost whenever I think about you or even talk about you. At times I get so much frustrated because I cannot accept certain facts in my life coz of some logical reasons behind it. But then I realized that if I believed in you then I should easily accept whatever is happening as a part of your wish. But I am not like those people who can believe just like that. However I have a lot of respect for those who have immense trust in you and think that without your existence no one can breathe. Once my Mother told me that God has great plans for me and after sometime I found myself lost and suddenly all his plans became bad. I am not claiming that you are solely responsible for all the bad deeds or you don’t do good things but it surprises me when you can do things then why didn’t you control the outcomes of my bad planning.
Some of my friends told me that you do speak to us may be in a different way but we do not listen to you. It is not because we are bad but because we are human and we always tend to look at things from our perspective and not from your perspective. My friends say that when we do something it differs from the planned outcome then that means God has changed plans for us. So please tell me how many times you change your planes coz it happens to some of people now and then. In such cases I can come up with a different logic: that you didn’t think about anyone else interfering in your planning. As my friend claims that you can control each and everything, then why don’t you control the consequences before things gets worse?
If you have made us to do or act the way you want us to then we are nothing but your puppets. This makes me think that you are a Dictator who just needs slaves to follow the rules and praise you for their deeds.
I think God will Be like This...!!
My last but not the least point: as you said, you don’t force anyone to follow you but then have you ever thought or observed the list of your followers? Most of them are suffering from fear. Fear of doing something different in life because you might punish them if those so called consequences don’t support them. The biggest fear is you. They cannot decide what is right or wrong for them because they are so dependent on you that you will handle everything for them. Some of them have blind faith on you that you will never let any bad thing happen to them however these are the people who end up crying on the spilled milk. I can understand your condition that you possibly cannot handle 6 billion people at a time and you may not be having good staff to manage such a huge database. But that cannot be an excuse coz at the end of the day you are a GOD!!!
Lord I request you that you will guide all those people who live in an imaginary world and wait for you to do miracles in their life. Bless them Lord and grant them peace of mind and safety. If you are there and understand the depth of this letter, I am not a person who is challenging your intentions but I am just pointing out some of the rules which people follow blind folded. Hope everything is going well at your place and all applications on the DBMS is running perfectly. God don’t take my letter in wrong way and please don’t surprise me by more worst shocking experiences. It’s not that I believe in you and I am scared of you but that tricks of scaring me by bad omen won’t work on me.
Amen!
Yours Faithfully,
ME
